I meant to journal last night, but time got past me! :) I made it to the gym on monday, but didn't finish. i was WAY tooooo exhausted. i ended up taking a nap AND still going to bed at 10. i did NOT feel good. so i felt like on tuesday i kinda didn't want to go, only because i was afraid of failure again! but i made sure i ate a little more and made it there. YIPPEE!
i know i still need to figure out what to eat. i'm not eating the right things, they're healthier, but i know it's not enough "food". and going to gym really sucks because of the lack of it. at the end of this month, i'll be meeting w/ the trainer again and i'll ask them to give me a menu type thing that i can either follow, or take pieces of. the gym is still great fun, and i'm seeing results, but i've become paranoid about the weight going back up..
i got kicked out of FGC.. so anissa is who i'm accountable to. unless someone else wants to ask me what i've eaten & if i went to the gym! kevin acts like he'll be ALL OVER IT.. but he would never do anything to hurt my feelings---he's a softy!!