Sunday, July 5, 2009

REASON list..

my list of 'reasons' for exercising/losing weight/eating right/gaining motivation.
(in no particular order)
  • participate in pictures and not be embarrassed
  • enjoy looking in the closet for things to wear
  • like shopping & finding 'my size' AND it fits
  • being comfortable in clothes
  • wearing 'outfits' --not just what i find that fits
  • being happy with how i look
  • become a runner/jogger
  • be more appealing to kevin
  • be looked at bcz i'm pretty, not cz i'm fat
  • be able to shop for a swimsuit
  • BUY a swimsuit
  • WEAR a swimsuit
  • allow myself to be seen IN the swimsuit
  • have more than one thing to wear
  • take advantage of not drinking soda
  • be more of an example by healthy eating
  • feel better physically & mentally
  • like myself more
  • succeed at one thing

i'm giving exercising one more shot. 6:00 am means mine & leuschers walking time. i tell myself that if i cant run marathons then why walk??? its a waste!

yes i know... i must start somewhere...but i don't THINK THAT WAY.

so for now, he gets a 30 min. walk which he desperately needs AND wants, and i get alone time and some exercise.