Addiction no more...

I'm no longer addicted to these....

but by all means... I DO MISS THEM!!! sometimes more than others (when i'm stressed, or tired, or thirsty). but i move on from that 'want' and tell myself that, HEY.. you don't drink that anymore, move on! i'm not tempted (for the most part) when others drink it and don't feel like i can't be around people that HAVE soda. i did, on the other hand, have a dream that i drank a big soda one day, and felt bad.... but let it go. then the next day i had another (by accident) but was starting to freak out by then.. it was strange to see how i was reacting to the fact that i 'drank soda!' i think i'm over it being a huge part of my life and my ONLY DEPENDENCY! it really is a relief to not rely so much on it for my comfort!

before i'd even start the day, i was at QT or 7-11! and if you really know me, then you know how much i value my drinks!! i miss the habit of going and enjoying my baby... but i don't need it and can obviously survive without it. although i never thought i could. (i'm very proud of myself)

on to other things.. i tried for a couple days to journal my food cz i thought i wasn't too bad! i now see WHY you keep track. i managed to eat cheetos, hershey kisses, too much food at one time and stuff like that. i wasn't very happy w/ that. so... now what???