so, yeah its 11:30 and i still have to read. and i have scout camp all day tomorrow--so going to bed would have been nice!
took a point for exercise today..never got to it. i will take fast food/soda point tomorrow while i'm at camp all day. then i dont need to worry about what i eat so much. then sunday, i dont get a free day, but thats okay bcz i'll take my sweet point then. i just have to do all the other stuff.
i'm starving RIGHT NOW! oh well.
had cereal for breakfast...wasnt feeling eggs. i think i was wanting sweet (ish). had subway for lunch..oh yum! then an apple,pear and sweet potato fries (homemade). had scrambled eggs and toast (homemade bread) for dinner. that was good... but 5 HOURS AGO!!
gotta read and hit the sack.

havent been here for a while.. been too convenient to right on paper.. and sometimes it was even scratch paper that i found on the floor. but thats okay, bcz the point is to journal and that i did.
food is going really good... happy w/ the choices i make everyday. wish it was that way w/ exercising.. i'm really slacking right now---and just getting by w/ walking. but atleast its still 45 and thats what counts.

todays food choices were MUCH better, and i feel good about them.

cereal & banana, salad w/ roast, roast w/ carrots & mashed (instant) potatoes. grapes and of course lots of water. had some reduced fat wheat thins and a few bites of protein bar.. didnt like it/feel like eating it.

we planted strawberries today in the box...and purchased another navel tree & banana tree. hopefully it wont be long before we plant them. gardening time should be coming up soon too. we need to get the ground ready before we start laying the seeds.

i'm half way through the challenge and doing just fine. :o)

cant believe wednesday is over.. its almost the weekend AGAIN.
today was a much better day than the previous two. had more energy, and everything just went better.
enjoyed my day w/ anissa... (and the babes of course.) we had a shake together for lunch, so that was fun. had a healthy choice pizza for dinner. bleh... it was good, but not what i wanted, but had nothing else. im excited for my lunch tomorrow.. gonna have a salad. ive needed on lately, but hadnt had all the stuff.

just because its healthy.. (or close to) does NOT mean you wont regret eating it later!!!!

ugh... not doing so good-- too many peanut butter oatmeal cookies.
i feel like the past 2 days have been crap. lack of motivation anywhere.. just struggling to get by. having difficulties w/ food and what to eat or make.. and getting things done. i think i'm run down from taking care of other peoples things. i cant do it all.
lets hope for sleep tonight, and that will help w/ the motivation somewhat.

my goal is to simply journal, cz thats the rule.
long weekend.. kevin made me work! :( didnt have any dessert on free day, but enjoyed cinnamon toast & some pizza..
have only done half a workout today... so i gots to get to it.

another day down. didn't eat a lot of food today... and feeling it now. it's 10 at night... and i'm hungry. mis-managed time today and meals were last minute. so i ended up having 2 microwave dinners. one for lunch and the other for dinner before we walked. bleh!! one every now & then isn't so bad BUT to have it twice back to back is just not tasty! but i left my self no choice. OH WELL!
snacked on grapes & a few pistachios. me & kevin walked tonight. been a while since we did that. and it was kinda fun! no clue whats in store for tomorrow but i hope its better. thanks.